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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Hunter_X_Hunter
  Relationship:
      Gon_Freecs/Killua_Zoldyck
  Character:
      Gon_Freecs, Killua_Zoldyck
  Additional Tags:
      protective_killua, Emotional_Hurt/Comfort, Angst
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-02-14 Chapters: 1/2 Words: 1417
****** Yin Yang ******
by Yaoi_Queen_the_13th
Summary
     Killua would do anything to protect Gon. Even give his life. The fic
     will look at the aftermath of Killua's desire to protect his light
     from two episodes. (33) AnXEmptyXThreat and (50) AllyXSword,
Yin Yang
Chapter 1
Disclaimer: I do not own or make any money off Hunter X Hunter.
Happy International Fanworks Day!!! Last year, AO3 declared February 15th
International Fanworks Day. Let’s all remember this day as a time for everyone
to contribute to fandoms new and old
Yin Yang, which is what the ship for Gon and Killua is called, will be a two
shot fic. The first chapter takes place during their time at Heaven’s Arena
after Zushi’s kidnapping. If you haven’t seen the episode, I highly recommended
you watching it before you read this. It is on YouTube (episode 33 )
--
A denizen of darkness. Killua was used to working at night. His cold heart
craved the darkness both inside and out. In the past, it was at the behest of
his family. Another mission he was to complete in order to bring wealth and
notoriety to his family. Tonight, it was different. His mind craved for blood,
wanting to feel the warm thick liquid congeal on his hands as he watched the
body go cold. Tonight, it was personal.
His feet fell slightly on the carpeted floors of the Heaven’s Arena corridors
as he reached his destination. Oh, this would be so easy and gratifying to see
his body sprawled out before him. Take a deep breath. Killua needed to think
clearly. His heart stopped for a moment as he steadied himself. He could not
afford to be impetuous. No, he couldn’t kill Sadaso. Not without suspicion and
Gon, while he played the fool, would know who it was.
Quickly and quietly, he entered Sadaso’s room. It was all too easy to find him
in the gargantuan bathroom. Bathroom…it might make clean up easier…No! He
promised himself he wouldn’t. Killua watched Sadaso gloat in the mirror
thinking of how easy those wins would be. In a fair fight, Gon would mop the
floor with that loser. But with the potential threat to Zushi’s life still
around…Gon would slit his own wrists before he let anything happen to a friend.
Maybe that was why Killua…
The fool was laughing about his future fame and fortune. His avarice would be
his down fall. Now is his chance! Grandfather always said he moved like
lightening, just like a proper assassin should but he didn’t strike. At least
not to kill. Killing would mean questions from Gon. The boy had suffered enough
heart ach for one day. He would show no more of his dark side to Gon.
--
A satisfying smirk played on his lips as he thought of a job well done. He
couldn’t remember the last time he felt so pleased in his work. A curl of
contentment wrapped around him. He almost purred at the warm feeling. There was
never a time he felt like this after a mission.
As he walked to his room, Killua passed Gon’s. From outside, he could feel
something strange. A twinge of something amiss. A disturbance in Gon’s aura?
Not quiet sure what but enough to cause him concern. His fight or what would
have been his fight was scheduled for the day after tomorrow. Not that Gon had
anything to worry about now.
Just a quick peek. He wouldn’t stay long. Just enough to make sure Gon was ok
and then off to his room.
The ice around his heart started to crack as he heard an all too familiar
sound. Crying. Someone was crying. It couldn’t be Gon. His Gon didn’t cry. His
Gon smiled and laughed. His Gon could turn winter in to spring and light up the
darkness. His Gon was not allowed to cry. But curled up in bed, hidden under
the blankets, he could hear it plain as day.
Not speaking a word, Killua toed off his shoes before worming his way into the
cocoon of covers. His pale arms wrapped about Gon’s shaking form, pulling him
close. “Gon?” He waited for some sort of response, but Gon only shook harder as
he buried his head into Killua’s chest.
Killua never saw Gon like this before not even after encounters with Hisoka.
His effervescent nature always allowed him to brush off nearly anything, but
not this time. For a while, he stayed in the bed only moving to gently brush
Gon’s spiky hair with his hand. Gon was like an animal, so in theory at least,
petting him should calm him some. It must have worked as his breathing became
more even, chocolate eyes peered up at him. “What happened?” Killua thought he
knew what set Gon off but he wanted to make sure.
“I…” His hands clutched the front of Killua’s shirt for dear life. “I don’t
understand.”
“Understand what?” Gon was a simple person. Most things which normal people
understood with ease, Gon found himself struggling to comprehend. He didn’t
believe in manipulation or hidden motives.
“Why would they want to hurt Zushi?”
Killua held him tighter. Maybe he should go back and finish the job. After all,
Sadso committed a cardinal sin. No one hurts his Gon. “Gon, they only wanted to
fight us. They were never going to hurt him.” Even as he said those words,
horrific images flashed in his mind of what they could have possibly done if
provoked. While they seemed to be incompetent or at least not a vicious as
others Killua was forced to deal with in the past, he couldn’t put it passed
them. He stuttered as the images kept coming of what they might have done to
their friend had he not arrived when he did.
“I would have fought them. They just needed to wait!” He sobbed trying to get a
hold of himself once more.
Killua buried his face in the soft peaks, kissing the scalp gently. “They’re
assholes. That’s why. They want what they want, when they want it. Anyone who
says no gets hurt. Believe me, I’ve seen guys like that before.”
“But Zushi-“
“Gon, it was never about Zushi. He was just a pawn to get to you.”
“Do you think they will leave him alone?”
For a moment, Killua thought about it. He took care of Sadaso but not his
friends. He would have to pay them a visit as well. It was no good leaving lose
ends after all. “Oh, they will if they know what’s good for them.”
“But, Killua-“
“No “buts”. Zushi is safe.” Even though Zushi trained under Master Wing for a
greater time period, the two had surpassed him. Anyone weaker than Gon, he felt
responsible for.
“But what about you?”
What about me… “Gon-“
“What if they get you like they did Zushi? What if they try to make you go back
home? What if-“
A pale finger stopped the babbling for a moment, covering his warm lips. “Gon,
no one and I mean no one, is going to separate us. It will only happen, if or
when, we are ready and we shall unite again. I promise. I would spend the rest
of my life longing for that day. And I will find you again. No force in this
world will be able to hold us apart.” It was true. No crazy family member, pedo
clown or newbie crushers were going to split them up. And if their paths did
ever diverge, they would converge in the future, Killua would make sure of it.
“Killua…”
Untangling his arms from Gon’s body, he brought his hand up to Gon’s chin
forcing their eyes to meet. Even with the tears in his eyes, Gon was still held
the light that drew Killua to him. As their lips meet for the first time, they
both knew they completed each other.
To be continued…
--
Happy International Fanwork Day!!! I told myself, come hell or high water, I
would post today. I even marked it on my calendar and tried to write everyday
to finish. I am starting to feel like one of those creatures that only come out
every few months with how often I post things…
 
They are just too cute and this ship sails itself! The next chapter will be
after they escape from Nobonaga (episode 50 Ally X Sword ) when they are in
Yorkshin City. If you haven’t seen that episode, for the love of humanity go to
youtube. It is up. Not sure when the next chapter will be published have other
things to work on first but till then
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